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Lucero and the honorary title...most amazing show ever...love my life <3
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[09 Feb 2005|11:54am] |
you never relise how much a person sucks unless youv'e known them for a while.
Im hating so bad on on particular girl...it makes me so fucking angry. But like Niki says at least i come out on top. My life is definetly better than hers. ha.
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So i was just remebering a day frm hell... because Niki James and i were supposed to get out of work at like 6;30-7ish and didn't end up getting out till 11...but i was thinking because we were all delerious....when did i ever have a day so bad that i had to laugh at it.
Here the list of the funny bad things that happened today.
Fuckin Maud fell on her ass, thinking there was a chair behind her
Niki did my hair, but my scalp is burned off
My hands are so dry from shampooing that the skin is actually like leather
Jakie repeatedly telling me to shut up
Michael finding out that girls can pulsate there vajay jays.
Then calling lou ann to ask her why she didnt tell him that she can do that
James having a nervous break down because of fucking frick and frack that came in to get a touch up, highlight, and a fucking hair cut at 9 ockock!
finding out before i take down the last high light that fucking Moreene Berjerky is comming in tomarrow and i have to wash her because Niki took down a perm today
The chineese food took forever to get to the salon
Gina saying she never drank and she will not ever drink but shell do E
Michael having a screaming child for about 20 min trying to run away from his mom while he is cutting his hair.
Michael also telling nicole that he understands why how she gets so angry relating her life to his life playing grand theft auto
Him also narrating a story about seguls on his way to walking into work
Jakie just all around owns my heart. shes one whitty mother fucker
Niki throwing a fit then hugging me, that always makes me smile..i love her
Sandra with her fucking story EVERYDAY about chris...amazing it never fails..
Karen is gotta come out of her shell at the dance off, and she needs to start cursing more.
Goe is just the best thing that ever happened to my life
and James and Geo are the best bosses ever....
i actually fucking love my job to death it the best thing in the world... i couldn't be more happy with the people i work with...they all own my fucking heart.
i really could go on and on but im not...love you guys...
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mmm so i got a new cell phon 335-3005
No more school finally!
and going on a lot of vacations next month...then beauty school starts in march...my shit is all comming to gether thank god.
love you guys <3
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[01 Jan 2005|03:27pm] |
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So i spent New Years eve on a roof in the city, it was fun, some how we went to MisShapes after, i don't really remeber it , and i drank Sissurp the whole night, god it was gross, haha. i managed to walk barefoot in the city again, gross, but any way, got back to queens, had a really bad anxiety attack on the train, cried, called Jason, and he drove to queens to get me, cause Jason Foster is the nicest guy in america, and he knows how it feels, Niki monster is my fav girl in the world
So as i was sleeping on the couch waiting for Jason and Joe to come, i started dreaming, i had the worst dream of my life, i had a dream that anthony killed himslef, and i was reading his eulogy, i think thats how you spell it, but i freaked me the fuck out, we didn't have a good christmas, him and I . But he called me yesterday just to be safe and say happy new year, and i guess in the back of my head i was thinking about him...The dream was so real, and it scared the shit out of me. I remeber everything i said, and i just woke up crying so hard, like sobing. its scared the shit out of me.
but anyway, the car ride home was fun, i love J hes so fucking funny, then me joe and J all slept at joes house, fucking horrible hang over,i got my perioda while i was at joes, had to get J up to bring me home wich is almost next to impossible, but it was a beautiful morning.
Now Niki monster and i are going shopping and returning clothes, Kelly isn't home yet frm queens, my mom drove today with her broken foot cause shes nuts.
And all i want to do is talk to anthony, becuase that dream felt so real, it scares me. He hasn't been home all morning though, hopefully he'll call soon.
I hope you all had a wonderful and safe new years.
I <3
Jesus
holla.
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[20 Dec 2004|02:13pm] |
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Keith and i have been going to the moves alot this week, I saw:
Oceans 12
Closer
(fill in the blank) of unfortunate events
I forget the name of the last one but the new Jim Carey movie.
Jesus' b-day is very soon
Didn't go dancing this weekend
Got very wasted at Half Penny
Travis gave everyone there x mas presants, and oh are they amazing.
Had a lot of fun fri night, thanks to Miss Musso<3
Im praying for Kellys Poppy, cause i love her, and don't like to see her sad.
Have to pick up my Rents xmas presant this thursday
And go shopping with Dianne this thursday for my xmas presants frm my dad and her.
Grr only like 3 more weeks of school left ...THANK JESUS!
and thats really it, ohhhh yeah i get a new cell phone too, when i do, ill leave you guys the number <3 xoxoxo
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[10 Dec 2004|05:42pm] |
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I <3
Kelly
Bry
Jason
thats all a girl needs in her life... and Jesus of corse.
im so hung over right now it hurts... Grimey's pitchers with straws...best idea ever.
MisShapes tomarrow night with P-cola Jess...its gonna be fun you should come and dance.
'Dunzo'
xo.
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i love people and there drama....i mean everyone has it...but its so repetative it makes me sick.
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[03 Dec 2004|11:09am] |
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as much as i hate Anthony right now, or are dissapointed, actuallky i really don't know how i feel. But its not good... i always miss him around chrstmas, like Whne my Grandma and Popa ask about him, and i know My dad and dianne are gonna ask about him...it makes me think of good things though... like the time we drove to Northport Christmas night in the Regal in 3 feet of snow, he had work at 12 the next day had to sleep there and dig his car out... it sucks, makes me miss the old us for a second.
But everything is Great on the home front...took my snakebites out, had an emotional break down cause i missed my dad so much...so i took em out...and everything is great at home...Kelly and I are getting my rents the best Christmas presant ever! for serious...
blehhhhh i have to save so many dollars its stupid.
<3 love you all and hope you all have a wonderful holiday
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[23 Nov 2004|08:38am] |
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so im backed to jumbled...not that bad though hopefully by the end of the week everything will be straight again...ive been straight for so long now, that its feeling even worse that everything is all over the place, i ignored it for 2 weeks maybe even 3 but now that i relised i have to keep my shit together, at leats for 2 more months, im gonna do it and have to stick to it, i came this far right?....
Any way, Caitlin came out and saw me yesterday, we didn't do much, but it was really nice just to be around her, ive missed that girl so much...We hung out at my house for a little, met kelly and Lonnie at J's Pizza place, then went to tbell watched Real World Road Rules...and the sat around for a little and she went back to brooklyn...it was okies...i wish we could have done more, but i had to wake up at 7 AM like i do everyday of my life...grrr.
But on Friday Keith and i are gonna go to the movies all day, cause thats just what were gonna do, were gonna see The diary of Bridget Jones, well the second one, and Finding Neverland.. im pretty siked on that..i need a good day with keith just to bitch about nothing, and not care what i look like..it will be good and im actually excited for it to come...thank god i have off thursday and fri, i think i would have had to kill my self if i didn't have them off..
And i finally burned myslef a CD with this honorary title song on it, thats the most amazing song ever, and then i just put a bunch of randoms on it, not even planning out the CD, ended up being one of the most depressing/amazing CDS ever...its one of those CDs when your so sad you turn off all the lights in your room and you climb in to bed, and you cry your eyes out till you fall alseep, yeah one of those, beautiful..im gonna need one of those nights soon.
My anxiety has been getting so bad it scares me, i haven't been on my BC and thats definetly why, it just makes me hurt... i hate it...i hate being timid around certain people in uncomfertable situations, and not opening my mouth when i want to, it sucks.. i have this hoirrible sinking feeling in my chest and its the worst. grrrr i need medication before i have no more insurance.
bleh bleh bleh
have a wonderful day everyone <3
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Okay so i have a lot to write about..welp.
this whole week i drank a lot, im broke as shit till this fri...and 95% of that $ has to go in the bank...grrr
Fri night, i delivered pizzas with mellissa and Jason... then Keith J me and Chris went to joots with a bunch of people...Keith and i slept at joots...and all three of us sleeping together is always a good time...lots of laughs...and niki and i might be going to Austin with those boys for 3 weeks in Feb. wich would be AMAZING...so yeah..
Sat was the first day we haven't gone to see Jason in like 2 weeks...But i guess jesus wanted it to be that way.
I love J and Kelly so much, i honestly think those two and Niki are my fav people in the world.
Yeah so keith and i went shopping i helped him pick out some fancy new shirts...and he just dropped off the New Fire Bird Band at my house...grrr its so bitter sweet...i hate it. I finally told him, and if you don't know what im talking about you never will. its so Double sided, makes me happy but so sad at the same time. but ill be tuff.
And last night was good...Butcher boys... Wasted Jason Kelly alyson, Jess...fun. It feels good to have some one hold your face and kiss you...when you wanted to be kissed by them..its cute. But time will tell im enjoying the weirdness right now. its fun.
OWN IT.
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hahah wow my night was very intresting...had no idea any of the shit that went on did....i dance till i couldn't anymore...AMAZING...me Matt and Dan Bosco almost got into a fight with this gay kid...so funny...kelly hitting on the cab driveron the way to the club...driving 70 blocks...the whole way into the city, Jamie with her crazy driving, and kelly praying...so good, had a wonderful wonderful night....mmmm i got my perioda this morning, no fun...i have the worst cramps ever.I couldnt get enought of Dan and Matt dancing...me Jamie Bry and Kelly all smooshed together shaking are asses, ahhh it was nothing but pure perfection. I wish i could this every night of my life and listen to Whitney Hustons 'I wanna Dance with somebody' over and over again.
mmm yesh but we had an awsome fucking night...i was KOOKEd and i havent had that much fun with such amazing people in a long time.
I <3
Kelly
Bry
Jamie
Mathew Krumb
Dan
Niki Monseter
Best dance parteners EVER.
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had fun last night with marla diana niki and melly, its kind funny were divided...i love it... diana is fucking hilarious, and it was amazig to see marla...we met a boy who looked like dennis who is named dan, but by the end of the night we were calling him dennis.. Dianna was woody steve was cher, marla was jar jar binx, star wars dunno how to spell it, melly was a pimp, she just kept on saying ladies is pimps too, haha and Niki and i were dead..so original but we looked fucking hot, niki does amazing make up. I thought i wasnt gonna wake up late this morning and i kept on having dreams that i was late to work and it was like 11 but i really woke up at 8 so that was good...I cant wait to see my family tonight, i miss them so much somtimes, when i talk about them i get really upset and cry, they are amazing, i love Dianne for everything she has been helping me go through, and i love my dad, he actually is the most amazing man on this earth, i love him so much..and my sisters are the best sisters anyone could ever ask for, and im so happy Carmela and i have been getting a lot closer, shes an awsome girl, and i feel like im kinda taking her under my wing, it make me smile. <3
grrrr sooo yeah Erin is telling her little brother that he cant go to my little sisters sweet sixteen becuase we aren't talking, i think thats pretty fucking shitty of her to do and really fucking pisses me off. Whatever your pissed at me WONDERFUL...don't get my fucking family involved...its fucking stupid..im so over you and your fucking stupid drama.....grow up...don't pick up the phone when i call to confront you on this, you just really need to relise Erin, your being stupid. I honestky have nothin to talk to you about, with the whole matt thing, becuase no matter how you look at it your wrong. but i just wanted to let you know how i feel about you getting my family involved in your mistakes. Its dumb...get over it.
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So im in class bored out of my face Sholz isn't here... all i want to do is go on Myspace to check my mail...and i can't! gr i have work right after school today...till 6, then Niki and I are going to get my Nips peirced mmmmm yup.. This Sat I really really really want to go to MisShapes, i have to see if Erin could even just cover the morning for me at work...i hope she cant hough i need a good night out with Kelly that either of us don't have to get up in the morning. im really hungry i want 3 egg whites on an everything bagel with swiss cheeses salt pepper and ketchup...GOD DAM IM HUNGRY.
All i really want to do is go home...eat some food, and then go to sleep but with a certain boy next to me. im so tired, and everyone in my house woke up late today, so my day started off WONDERFUL... YAY. This computer lab that im in right now, smells like rotting hamburgers...and i love hamburgers specifically Cheeeeeeeese burgers (jay jay <3) but this smells like burgers that have been sitting on a gril that has been on low for hours, and then someone just turned it up and there burning...mmmmm
BLah blah blah i just really want to have pjs on and be sleeping..
OHHH YES! soon very soon, i mean probably like next monday...Niki and I have been trying to plan a trip to six flags...butttt the only open after 5 on the week days, and we want to go before fright fest is over....so start saving your dollars kiddies! ill let you know more info once i know <3
Love all your guts out
xo<3ox
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Okay so i havent updated this guy in a while.. the past week has been really good, but ive also been so tired..been on the phone every night with Jay Jay cause he stays up till the crack of dawn. But any way, working 2 jobs and going to school at the same time is starting to wear me out. It will all be worth it in the end though, Niki and i getting a apt. together..i decided the month after this HS thing is over, im gonna take a month off frm school before i start beaty school just for a break...work two jobs still and hopefully Niki and i will have an apt. by then.
The rents went gambaling this weekend with my Popa, Grams, Unle Larry, and my aunts siter in law Angela and some lady that my Grams and my mom used to bowl with. But anyway Kelly is watching Miss. Olivia, so yesterday Kelly and Bry Guy took Olivia to her first cheerleading comp. they didn't plce but she lost her medal soo she was upset about that. Hung out/ate lunch yesterday with Caitlin and Jay Jay at my job, fun they were both so hyper..it was cute. And then we went home...put Olivia to bed, Kel and Bry went out to a bar, me Jay Jay and Caitlin made pasta..And Caitlin wanted me to stay up to watch Roseanne with her, because she told me what happens at the end..and how Dan had a heart attack and stuff.. o man made me so upset, the last episode should be comming on soon, i can't wait to cry. But any way Jay Jay and i just watched the first episode then went to sleep. But Olivia woke up at 5 in the morning, and i freaked out cause she was just screaming Sissy. But all she wanted was chocolate milk.. She really is the cutest, i love that kid to death. Jay Jay's crazy real world family dreams, and i had a dream that i had a slave, hah i dunno i love weird dreams so much, there fun. But Mama dukes comes home tonight and I think RIchie does too, so yeah. I have to do laundry tonight and i really don't want to, but whatevs.
My rinestome fell out of my right ball on my snake bites..i need to get in touch with Jakie cause i want new jewlery anyway, i don't know what yet though. Little scared/weirded out by my night...but i think its just cause i always have my defenses up with guys. I dunno i guess time will tell. But i enjoy your company so much.
But woooo so now that was a long drawn out LJ sorry if i bored you.
I love all of your guts
MURDER HEARTS
Broken heart
and
Bloody noses
i love my ladies every single one of you <3
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